**~A BranD NeW SitE, For A BranD NeW WorlD AheaD~**

today is dear's mummy's birthday.. goin 2 have dinner with his family n so i left office abt 6.15..

later xl informed mi that boss is organisin a 4d3n trip to hkg in jan nxt yr.. omg.. i'm so tempted.. but i know if i tender.. 80% chance that e trip is gone for mi.. i do so wish to go.. i'm havin headache now.. but anyway.. i haven received e call yet lar.. ly too.. coz initially she wanted to work till end dec only..  dear was like headache wat.. u wanna go.. den we go lor.. mi: but this one free de ma.. him: den i pay for u only wat.. tix + hotel.. mi: den i wanna go taiwan..  =P 

i may be gettin my 1st birthday present soon.. hee.. of coz it'll be from dear lor.. as usual no surprise.. he told mi he's tinkin of gettin mi a hp & i can go choose e model i want.. ohya.. e hp he bought for mi not long ago is spoilt.. due to *act of misuse*.. well.. i dun have to explain anymore..

today dear did a funny ting.. hp bill is $145.45.. so he went online to pay e bill.. suddenly he shouted "ger.. aiyo..wat did i do.." den we saw e amt $189.XX.. so we tot he paid alittle extra.. i was like nvm lor.. nxt mth can pay lesser.. den he kept wonderin 4 & 5 how could he pressed 8 & 9.. so.. he checked his transaction & realised...

he did not pay $189.. he paid $1456.45 or someting like dat.. hahaha~

after waitin 4 dear so long yesterday.. we went for a nice dinner @ crystal jade.. heehee.. damage of 70bucks.. =X but we were happy.. ordered too much & couldn't finish e food.. today ate alot again.. no wonder he kept complainin i'm gettin fatter & fatter..

*yawnz* goin 2 sleep liaoz.. hope i wakeup late again on wed for my am shift.. today call cab & costs mi 20 bucks.. *heart pain* dear sponsor mi half e cab fare.. haiz.. i'm terribly broke~

 

~ i wanna go cameron highlands pick strawberries..!!

finally my long awaited off day is here..

dear says he only got to work 4 awhile.. in e end i woke up @ 11plus.. surf net..watched 2 movies.. painted my toenails n even vacuum his room liaoz he still is not done yet..

xl & ly finally r back from their trips.. xl to hanoi & ly to genting.. seems so fun.. can't wait for my bali trip in dec..

yesterday e 3 of us were catchin up @ tcc with tm.. it was fun.. we finally left @ 2am n set to meet again comin wed together wif jk who is in sydney now..

xl says everyone is givin his "black faces" yesterday.. well.. it was busy so i didn't really take note.. & ly aso decided not to work full time liaoz which is a wise decision i tink.. boss wanna send mi to a fam trip in dec.. fortunately it clashed wif my bali trip.. he indirectly asked if i can cancel my bali trip.. crazy..xl says if 1 day i tender my resignation she would wanna quit too.. dunno how true.. but if so.. i tink sunny will really die leh..

anyway.. i dun wanna tink.. i'm goin 2 rot somemore liaoz.. heehee..

~ lookin forward to thurs.. - hui's birthday.. ^^

work has been busy.. forever grumblin.. yup.. mi..

but still there r nice customers u know..

i received a 30bucks ang bao last wk.. n today i received crabtree & evelyn products.. hee..

dear n i booked for our bali trip in dec liaoz.. hee.. so happy.. can't wait 4 dec to come..

mon i meetup with sandra for some updatez.. & passed her some cupcakes which i ordered online.. she say itz nice.. anyway tis is e website as per ur request.. http://www.c-cup.biz/ n this darling here is goin to ton @ my house at sun nite.. hee.. for updatez..

tue i met hui 4 dinner @ clarity cafe & we were chattin abt our birthdays..

haa..i've decided for my celebration wif them.. everyone (actually everyone = 4) has to cook something on my birthday.. 4 of us.. so we'll draw lots to c who prepare appetitisers.. soup.. main course & dessert.. hee.. most prob will celebrate e wk before with them since my birthday i'm in bali with my ah dear.. den xmas.. we gotta tink of a theme again.. love celebrations with them.. my 11yrs' buddies..

today i met my deardear n acc him to buy shirts.. that day we were walkin past dunno which shop & saw this pair of very nice weddin bands leh.. but no price tag.. no.. we're not gettin married soon.. juz happen to catch our eyes & we realised itz really so ex to get married.. tink now someone abit scared i run away.. haahaa..

fri is finally my off day.. lookin forward to e end of tomorrow~

i'm tired..

dear has been workin hard tis wk..

after mon mornin's breakfast.. we have not seen each other till fri..

fri was a gatherin wif frenz n we got had a huge quarrel too..

i told myself i m not goin 2 let off him easily for scoldin mi of coz..

but i guess he felt guilty after that.. whole nite tryin to coax mi even though he was very tired.. anyway dat nite after abusin him n he was still so sweet.. i cried n den we okie liaoz.. haa.. too easy for him liaoz..

sat i had 2 work.. n he went 2 play mahjong after sendin mi 2 work..

he won abit.. but after i arrived.. he keep winnin.. won 130 plus wor dat round.. 30/60 cents.. "diao zhung" dunno 7 or 8 times.. every1 low morale liaoz.. ask mi dun sit beside him.. ask mi go sleep.. haa..

i brought a book to read n i was prayin he better not lose.. tis superstitious gyu will say i know he play mahjong still bring a book along..

today we decided 2 rot abit.. so we went causeway pt first.. i wanna eat pizza hut..

n followed by movieS.. yes.. itz movies..

we watched barnyard.. e show ended at 4 45pm.. we went 2 purchase r 5 15pm slot for monster's house.. haa.. n stupid ricky fell asleep for awhile durin e show..

now he is readin his comic n here i m..updatin.. heex..

sometimes i feel contented wif my life.. wif him in my life.. @ times he is insensitive.. like on fri nite.. i whole wk no c him n he muz shout @ mi.. kaoz.. n in front of everyone..f.. he is aso damn wood n takes things for granted.. he dun intend to propose to mi because he believe one way i will sure marry him.. itz a natural processs.. haiz.. i dunno wat 2 say abt him.. i say somemore den cannot stop liaoz..

ta~

my bf tells mi "u should have said earlier.. if i know u were sick.. i wouldn't come meet u already.. i would have went out with my frenz.."

fuck..

so much for being with u 4 3yrs..

i'm not pa jiao.. i'm blind..

Love the girl in your heart, not in your mind. If you base your relationship on feelings, it will fail for there are ups & downs in feelings. Girls are there to be loved, not toyed around.

Love her for who she is. Don't even think about changing any bit about her. 6 billion people in this world & 6 billion different personalities. She's special & she will stay that way. You change any part of her, you'll change her forever. Don't
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Money doesn't exist between couples, it's the love.

Never promise her that you'll love her forever because your forever might end the next day. Love her as if each day is the last.

Sweet talking only applies for singles, not for attached guys. Do that & you'll really break your girl's heart.

It isn't good being too well-known too, it'll give her a sense of insecurity. Remember, INSECURITY.

Promise her & make sure you never break the promise. Swear to her & make sure you live up to your word. Pledge your love to her & her alone.

Loving her is giving her your heart to break it but trusting her not to. Same goes for her,giving u her heart means allowing u to break it and trusting u
not to. Instead, she'll cherish it & protect it. Should'nt you do the same thing as well? That's love.

Give her your heart, your life, your everything. Lay down your life & prepare to die for her when the need arises. But stay strong & live through another day, she can never live without you.

Never, ever walk out of her life. She won't just cry her heart out & carry on living as per normal, she'd die.

Its her heart that you've broken, how would you ever know how she feels?

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her till old age, love her till death. If you can love her till the end of time, you've earned the honor & respect for you've truly loved her.

She chose you because she believes that you can fulfil your promise. Win her heart back & love her all over again.